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hey guys

okay, i know its been a really long time since i posted, and basically its because i didn't think i had anything to talk about? yeah.

and nowadays i'm spending more of my time on whoaa-itslame, which i post on tuesdays, so you can also check me out over there if i'm not here :D

so, its coming to the end of the year AND the holidays which is so sad cos school is starting again. that means homework and studying which i really need to focus on next year cos of streaming!!!!!! i'm already starting to get stressed. lols.

i don't think i will be able to use the computer the next few days, so i think i'll post my new year resolutions today.

okay, so first, i really hope that something will happen to me next year which will push me really hard to study well, cos i know that i don't, and even when i get the motivation to study sometimes, i will like lose it 3 days later.

and i hope i will ace that audition in february next year. okay, i never focus on this before, so lemme explain. basically, this audition is for the singapore dance theatre. i'm auditioning for the ballet association thing. so basically anyone with ballet foundation can audition and if you get a part, i think you must go for practice like once a month, and there's this competition in macau i think? then you will go there and compete? idk, but if i get in then there will be more deets!

then i wish that i can get more flexible and stuff like that?

okay, oh, and finally, i want to get out of all the crap that i did this year.

i know i got many chances to say this to someone that i think i hurt pretty badly, but i guess i wasn't ready yet. so, i'm sorry. i think i finally realised how it felt to have someone say"you suck" behind their backs. i hope we can still be friends or classmates at least, but i know there can never be the same kind of trust again.

okay, enough with the sappy crap.

its a new year which means to start afresh.

hello 2010, goodbye 2009 ;D